Self Lost

Memories Once Mine

Memories once mine, stolen, ravaged by my failing mind. 

I still see that what was once me, like a finished puzzle dropped back in its box—  

Some pieces board side up, no meaning, just scattered blanks, I see.  

Other clusters bent, yet they still bind, many colors reflected, but understanding hard to find.  

Memories once mine, stolen, ravaged by my failing mind.  

Memories once mine, undefined, fall I toward the abyss of time.  

Struggle as I do, those faces around me remain undefined,  

I speak at them, yell, scream at them, yet, they are blind to me.  

Not seen nor seeing clearly, is there meaning or self left un-lost?  

My scrambled pieces, to soon be tossed.  

Memories once mine, stolen, ravaged by my failing mind.  

Memories once mine, undefined, fall I into the abyss of time.  

No archive of paper nor machine will know me, all the steps, breaths, and beats,  

No mark you see me leave. In this place for a few seasons, my own king was I.  

But here, now, ever spinning forward without reason, for my soul’s erasure, destiny cries.  

Memories once mine, now barely a blemish on the fabric of time.

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